I’m going to be making some changes in regard to the site on only one topic, that will be mushrooms. Due to some choices I personally made I have lost the woman I love more than almost anything else in this world, almost took my life, and further strained my relationship with my son. I was sick and fighting my inner demons because they were literally driving me insane and I was trying to solve the problem on my own because doctors had failed me so many times in the past. I still see health benefits with medicinal mushrooms and love to eat gourmet mushrooms but as a whole I’m cutting all of it out until I am in a better mental state especially with everything else that I have going on. As I have time I will start writing more but I’ll leave on this note, after decades I finally have a correct diagnosis and think clearer, I still have ADHD but I am also BIPOLAR 2. I’ve also finally been able to verbalize some sexual trauma that happened to me that was pushing me over the edge and has been a major source of my anger for years.