Here is something we take for granted in this day and age of social media. And I’m as guilty as the next person. We see things posted on social media no matter the platform and assume things. Maybe there is truth behind the posts maybe there is just fake lie there. Maybe its how they are dealing with life and how they have to express themselves, maybe there is truth in what they say and maybe it all make believe. We won’t know. I know everyone deals with trauma and issues in life differently. Some express the raw and expose themselves. Others might be showing their true self in thru a veil. But at the end of the day we all face our trauma, our issues, our regrets,mistakes, hopes and dreams in the ways that we choose.
They may be in videos, blogs, art, poetry or even talking to a chair but we all face them how we choose to face them. I don’t degrade any over another because they are all art and a release of what you have in you. And what you put out is a piece of you and how you feel. I’m trying my best to get back into writing and art but it’s hard as hell to be honest but I’m trying. I admit I’m flawed as hell and made a lot of mistakes I can’t fix. But that’s part of life, you can’t fix what you didn’t know was really broken until it normally too late. But that’s life I guess. You have abandon what you dreamed of and start over.
And tomorrow I’m pushing forward at 100 mph to do that because I have to try and get as fucking far away as I can from what my heart really wants because it will never want me again.