Long overdue update
So I’ve been away for a while now and haven’t posted. This was due to some major life changes and moving halfway across my state. This was due to multiple reasons and I’ve taken some personal time as well. With that said I do plan on trying to get back to posting more and continuing […]
Thoughts
Here is something we take for granted in this day and age of social media. And I’m as guilty as the next person. We see things posted on social media no matter the platform and assume things. Maybe there is truth behind the posts maybe there is just fake lie there. Maybe its how they […]
My worst Christmas in a long time
This has been the worst Christmas for me in a very long time. Christmas has already been a holiday I didn’t care for especially after my marriage ended years ago and the events of why it ended haunted me for a long time. I have been working hard to put that pain behind me and […]
A broken man Lost without her
I am not going to lie or sugar coat shit. My brain has been breaking in a way I did not know. I put my fiancee thru true hell in a way she should never have had to go thru and I didn’t know how to really stop myself because my brain lied to me […]
Changes
I’m going to be making some changes in regard to the site on only one topic, that will be mushrooms. Due to some choices I personally made I have lost the woman I love more than almost anything else in this world, almost took my life, and further strained my relationship with my son. I […]
My lost but not forgotten friend
So this is hard for me to write and has weighed heavy on me, part of the reason making a new post was hard because this topic was on my mind, so I keep putting it off and putting it off. I have kept this in me for too long and shoved this to the […]
Quick Update
So I have been working on figuring out this website stuff, figuring out some different software programs, working on myself, therapy, etc. So in other words life(and ADHD kicking in full gear a lot), burning the candle at both ends and trying to get myself and my life back on track, I have been off […]
Communication,My Weird Brain and Drinking
When it comes to communication I will be the first to admit that I fucking suck at it and always have. As I listen to audiobooks or read on healing I am learning a lot is linked to what I went thru growing up. I also hate confrontation or the fear of it happening that […]
Art and it’s many forms
Art has many forms. This can be music, movies, books, videos, photography, really anything but everyone sees it different. For me art in its many forms has helped me over the years. Sometimes it has been thru a book that let me escape reality for a while, a movie that took my mind off things […]
A little about me
Let me introduce myself a little better, I will go by The ADHD Shroom but I am a middle age man(Gen X) that has struggled with his mental health his whole life. I was abused my father who was an alcoholic, he abused me physically, emotionally and mentally. I’ve always chalked a lot of how […]